Memory card stories…

a conversation which I had with a female engineer from my new workplace….

Female engineer : oit faizul..
ME : yeap… apa mau?
Female engineer : aku baru beli memory card ni for htc aku..
ME : owh ye ke… berapa gig
Female engineer : 4 gig… jap2 nak mintak tolong ko sikit ni… boleh ke?
ME : yeap… anything?
Female engineer : ni amende ni eh? *sambil menununjukkan adapator memory card itu
ME : itu adaptor memory card..kenapa?
Female engineer : adaptor ni untuk apa ek?
ME : untuk memory card tu la…
Female engineer : tak paham… btw adaptor ini amenda ek?
ME : ( dalam hati… OMG r u serious asking me this question? u r an engineer for goodness
sake )
aku tau adaptor ni apa… tapi aku tak pandai nak terangkan kat ko… kalau aku nnt
terangkan kat ko ko tak paham lak…nanti aku marah…so baik ko tanya org lain…

and then I’m off to my place….

and then this female engineer went to my other collegue place try to copy few songs into her memory card…

she had put that adaptor into the Memory card slot… and u guys want to know what happen next?

Ermm…. that pc can detect any external device been connected to that pc..? strange enough rite?
hahaha… I just smirking at this female engineer whom starting to complaining that she wasting money to buy this faulty device…

from my place… I said something in a sarcartism tone…

ME : ko dah masukkan ke memory card tu dalam adaptor ke?
Female engineer : owh kena masukkan dalam adaptor tu ke?

U guys should know wat was really happened at that time….. *sambil menggeleng-gelengkan kepala

what should I call this..?

Take a deep breath…. fuhhh fuhhh fuhhh

its a total mess… or I can say another version of a shipwrecked.. ahaha..
Have been warned by my mom to get all the things in order… but till now…. haraammmmmm

u guys feel free to judge… ehehehe… but no worries…. it will be have a total facelift in a couple of months…
till then… let the room to be as it is…*matilaaaa mak aku baca ni….

This is the moment…

I just met my head department, seeking for his recommendation for my master’s  application. Looking at his comments not as high as I’ve expected. One sentence comment from him… huhu is that it? thanks to him anyway.

Once another referee report done, this application will be submitted. crossing my finger hoping that I’ll be one of the students of master in Engineering Management.

Things aint easy for me to decide whether it is the right time for me to do so. I did lots of thinking abt this. pro n cons regarding with the decision that I should make. Afraid of being rejected one of the main reason why I keep on delaying this application thingy.

Afraid of rejection causing me keep on wasting new oppoturnities. Yes.. I have to admit this. while watching my friend’s career flew high, I have to sit back watching them talking about their high-profile career. Those excitement showed on their faces, making me have a thought how wonderful their life could be.

I just wanted to get all of their good images, now its my turn to start bouncing back. I made my mistakes and I do learn about that in fact I’ve learn a lot. I’ve a clear images what would I do in 2 years time, its totally a good image I could say. For whom who have rejecting me, I’ll be back again n never ever despise a humble beginning.

Disrupted

I do have my own plans by age 30. Being ambitious is suppose will guide me to the right path where my success is destined to be. At this age I should occupied my times with things that i have passion for…

I do love camera. In fact I just bought my own SLR. But what happen to that thing is… it remaining just a display at the corner of my room.

I have CS3 installer right beside my laptop. it has been a year since I didn’t take any effort to install it. It is not because I’m busy or something, it is just that I have being ignorant.

I used to addicted to the gym. Every single free time i will spend my time in the gym. I rather do my own thing in the gym than spending time watching movies. I used to treat that place as my escape place..A place where do I can get rid all of my stress and anger.

I used to be a big fan of all the interior design mags. I can consider that, by reading this for hours, it will be such a tonic that makes my smile..to whom who ever sees my room, they will totally said that either I’m lying here or I have forgotten my damn interest. I need to do something here…

Deep inside of me, I have a clear vision that i will pursue my study for master programme. And i would like to have as reality, so it would not forever stays as my dreams. I have postponed it for couple of times, because of my fear. At this right moment, I’m positive that i wont redeem my self esteem as long i didn’t pursue my dreams.

For this past year, I’m always thinking there is something wrong with me inside. For once, I have a thought that new surroundings that I just discover is much much more better compared to all my interest and can get rid all of my past. I’m wrong. I’m totally wrong here. It might makes me have another option in my life… but would it get any better?

Things should be changed… those enjoyment that i’m experiencing now wont do any better for me… forgotten things that i have a passion for is such a big mistake..I’m regretting

I’m sad

I have  been through lots of things throughout these couple of months… I have been insulted in certain ways, been dis-appreciated by certain people, being retrenched, celebrating my damn birthday alone in a hotel room thousand km from my hometown. It does effects me deep inside although I keep on saying that i do care less.

Above all of this things i do hope some comfort words from certain people. I guess it would be enough to cheer me up.. smiling all the way. Although i put high hopes that i will get one at least… but i have to accept the fact that i wont get any.

Smirking faces, harsh words, pretenders, fake comfort words( as if i dont know how to differentiate one) is what do I usually get. Do I  need to request good things from u guys..? Through out my whole life, I’m always have to struggle on something that i want, although something that i deserved. I’m not here for complaining on my life… but is it hard for u to be supportive n giving some easy-listening words for once at least??

what makes my day

I’m not feeling that well and this is the last day for most of my fren at my work place..and I guess nothing wrong to be a bit melancholic here..

At this moment a sweet words really would make my day… and sweet words wont comes everyday..I had listed few of them which I remember the most..

“Jasinian wont easily give up..”

“I saw your best during arecibo time..I know what ur capable is”

“I know u know what i want to say… I believe we have mutual understandings..”

Those words really make me smiling inside… although at the lowest moment of my day..
The best part when someone split it out is.. it is spontanious n when spontanious thing happens, i bet it is an honest action.. for me at least..

Sometimes u dont need someone who call u sayang and other ‘poyo’ words saying that how they love u the most and bla bla bla  but sound fake once u swallow it… but a short honest word from a fren really would make my day..

There’s only two type of people in this world… which is..

Driving back home from meeting a friend of mine made me thinking…  20 mins on the hiway alone let my mind running wild thinking what was happening today…

Currently i’m being annoyed. Annoyed with certain people act. as the title of this post, There are only two type of people in this world, ones that can act well and ones who don’t.

I’ve been communicating with  a person who thinks that he can act well in front of me, but the fact is, he don’t.By acting that he knows nothing abt certain things which most of his surrounding have been updating him as much that they could. Pretending knows nothing by saying ” Ermm… aku tak paham laaa..” doesnt much help for us especially to buy your act.

Come on dude!!!  just admit it.. there is nothing wrong with that.. by making this fake act you are insulting us in certain ways by thinking we are dumb enough to believe what were you saying…

Your friend’s have hinted you every single day in every corner of the facebook and me myelf have mentioned directly right to your face just to make you to stop your act. But what we were getting? ermmm… another series of your act.

At this moment I have decided, YOU can continue your act. YOU may do so, till you know when. I’ll be by your side to watch every single moment of that. I’ll keep my mouth shut and try to enjoy another series of your superb performance and who knows… I might be giving you a STANDING OVATION!!!

A blast new year…. perhaps

It has been couple of months for me not updating any entry of my blogs.. Its doesn’t mean that I have lost my interest writing any of the entry but i am busy with something important n something unnecessary.. ehehe

Celebrated new year eve by watching fireworks.. nothing interesting i guess to jot down here..

but i need to write something here… let my mind running wild to think.

ahaa.. new year resolution… my own new year resolution. I do need to publish it here for me to remember throughout the year and for others to keep reminding me if I’m forgetting any of those..eheh

here it is… my own 2009 resolution. I will be specific for the list of my new year resolution

1.Having a washboard abs ~

• obligue to do at least 100 push-up n sit-up each
• hire my own personal trainer
• need to take pics before n after
• no late nite supper..
• say a big NO to fast foods, baskin n robbins, chicken chops, carbonated drinks.. etc..

2. Finding new jobs~

• need to find jobs that relates to my interest.. at this moment i’m thinking any post that relates to project management
• need to based in Kuala Lumpur, I can’t imagine me myself living outside of Kuala Lumpur. Will miss all the entertainment that i need so much…

3. Buy new car~

• no car preference in particular but cars which is top of the list is either myvi or persona

4. Starting to read… again~

• I need to finish a novel every quarter of this year, which makes the total 4 books minimum.
• Have started early of this year by reading a novel by anita nair, will make a review once i’m done with the anita nair’s

5. Updating my blog regularly~

• once a week at least, jot down every single things that came acrossed my narrow mind.
• as something to refer to whether do i have change progressively in a good manner.. or otherwise

6. Good financial management~

• avoiding making new debts
• settle all the debts on time
• making new investment

7. Becoming fully organize person.~

• Starting to tidy up my workplace
• starting to clean all the mess in my room
• Schedule every plans ahead
• keep all my thing in place
• making full use of my organizer- thanks to frid for the organizer.. hiks

8. Making peace~

• Yeap, I would like to make peace to all my friends, avoiding harsh words n sarcastic words. But it doesnt mean I will not say anything back if i have been force to.. ehehe. U guys should know me well about this rite.

9. To be in love~

• yes, surprising enough huh?… nothing much that i can say.. other than I really doubt that i manage to get this done by the end of this year but what the heck anyway..

2009 with my nine new year resolutions. Should plan how to get it done, anyhow.

For all my friends especially muhaini, bash, hani, alex, frid n izuan..I’m hoping that u guys have a prosperous year ahead.

Setting rules to a friend. Sigh

Living in a free world you can do as many things as u wanted to. Setting rules to a friend is a part of it.

You can set as much rules as u could. U can even publish a book of it for others to aware. You may do so. I didn’t give a damn of it. For someone who setting rules for me, trust me… another rules will makes me another step further from you. Leaving you to live the ‘happy’ life that you wanted to.

Thinking of it, why don’t I make the same rules to my friends instead. Nahhh.. I rather not to. Once I’m starting to set rules over my friend, believe me or not u will totally get annoyed. I’ll guarantee of it. So I chose not to, although my friends sometime are getting my nerves. But what the heck, they are all my friends anyway. They might have the worst attitude ever, just live with it. Not setting rules to them in order to be friends. If you do so, hmmmm you are more or less like them.

sponge-BOB

Checking on my inbox… stumbled to a mail from a friend of mine, Bob. Farewell mail from him. Yes that’s true, today is his last day in Flextronics. For the past 2 years working with him… it is such a great pleasure. We shared the same interests which are photography n Jco donuts. And not to mention our “mengular” moment. LOL . But he is such a great friend anyway.

Try to make this post short n sweet. I dedicate this post just to wish him a prosperity future, and being happy with his family and newborn son, Ammar. (Haven’t had chances to cuddle Ammar yet). You just have such a perfect life which I envy the most.

Thanks for all the help that u gave me. I will not forget any. Flextronics won’t be the same without you anymore. Sigh